Memoirs of a Girlfriend - by Sharon Toh

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cry of a broken heart

November 25th 2006 14:27

It takes so long to heal after you've been hurt.

No matter how many guys romance you and do the things you wish your ex did, you just feel an empty dullness lurching in our stomach from within. Its just not the same, you haven't fully recovered yet.

The anger you feel slowly diminishes away, you get over it, he's with someone else who he loves so much more than you, who he treats much better, You feel distraught, it just built up within.. I don't know, I left all my anger in a tiny corner of my mind and somehow tonight its just overfilled and exploded. I do make a big deal out of tiny things, but I just kept thinking of all the things we did together that brought so much happiness, and yet, reality shows that underneath surfaced no meaning to it at all.

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Comment by Addy

November 28th 2006 15:09

hun, it does hurt... just have to hope that it doesn't happen again... i hope you heal.

Comment by reuben

December 13th 2006 06:22

Frank Thoughts

Hey!
You seem to be hurt real bad. But I beleive it is always for the best.
Also, please dont generalise about boyfriends, all are not the same, there are some who are genuine.

Hope things get better for you!

Comment by Always Eighteen

December 21st 2006 13:24

Always Eighteen

If only relationships weren't so necessary. If only we didn't feed off them. I think, if we take heartbreak and loneliness out of the "pains of life" list, we'll be about a million times happier.

I hate jealousy too! GRRR!

Comment by Crafty

March 5th 2007 19:52

We are in march already.
PLease please please make a follow up post
how are you these days?

Comment by mlxo

March 11th 2007 22:44

=) sorry guys, took a long hiatus, but im back now!

Comment by JaneD

April 7th 2007 10:21

Yellow Brick Road

It could be worse.

You could have landed yourself with this guy.

Comment by Anonymous

April 11th 2007 06:54

My boyfriend left me for another girl & then came back.

I'm so relieved to get the chance to be with him again, but I feel like I love him so much more than he loves me.

Was I wrong to take him back?

Is it going to hurt ten times more when he finds another girl and just leaves me again? why do i have to be so weak??

Comment by Anonymous

June 27th 2007 12:38

If it cheats, lose it. 'Relieved to have the chance to be with him again'? Lady, get a grip. He just got away with it. Pay him back by screwing his brother or spending all his money or something at least. Of course you love him more than he loves you, becasue you're a bit wet and you let him walk all over you.

Comment by PuntersDaily

November 5th 2007 01:55

Let him go, he's not worth the emotional output

Comment by Anonymous

January 10th 2008 13:11

this made me cry bcos i am on the verge of a major break-up that i shud'v known was never going to work! this is my firsst relationship and im so scared of loosing him, i cant stand the thought of him being with someone else and i dont want anyone else! i dont kno ww hat to do i cant concertrate or do anything..i hate this feeling and i wish i could bbe strong but i can't help but want to cry ..a lot!
so i totally know wot u mean, i kno i will get ouver it one day...but i dont want to. i just want him to stay with me..but if he doexnt feel the same then theres nothing i can do and im certainly not going to beg him..hope you girls are all good. and i wish you love and happiness!

Comment by Anonymous

August 22nd 2009 07:40

To the last one who wrote:

I find myself in your same situation. I recently had his baby and he left me because I was a Bitch. Well I have said I'm sorry and will take it back but doesn't seem to want to get him to try again. I love him with my heart and soul and there was never another before him and never again after him. All the promises are broken now and I don't think we will ever be able to mend them. I'm trying for what I want but it seems as if I'm doing all the work. Hopefully you have found better/ worked things out with the one you love so dearly. I sit and wait and hope for things to get better my way while my life is so miserable. But I can only have faith in things that might come to a head before too much longer.

Comment by Anonymous

December 9th 2009 02:19

I got cheated on. 6 weeks ago and only found out 4 days ago from a complete and total stranger. A year of my life wasted, right? The good memories are killing me.

Comment by Btiisam

December 13th 2009 23:23

hi Giirl s ! i can feel u all my my storu is wors and more pain full. i did love him sooo muuch . but we did have this problème so he break-up with me;then he come back to his ex girlfriend i was completly Sad but we stay as firneds after a time he break-up with his girlfriend and he wont to be with me agian he says that he loves me !! his ex and i we were freinds but i have a little probleme with her so i did tell to never talk to me but my boy has khow our little probleme so The bitch teld hem that i have a fight with her becouse of him , so he break-up with me cuz of her and he come back to her know he loves her and he hate me imagine that the personne u hav loved with all ur hearts hate u so much and he wont talk to you again !!
now i am soo broken inside like thers a bigg hol in my tchise i fell so empty inside & i cant forget his name his face his smile and his kiis after all i stiil love hem badly
i need a help form u girls pliiz help me to get throu this >_<!!

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