cry of a broken heart
November 25th 2006 14:27
It takes so long to heal after you've been hurt.
No matter how many guys romance you and do the things you wish your ex did, you just feel an empty dullness lurching in our stomach from within. Its just not the same, you haven't fully recovered yet.
The anger you feel slowly diminishes away, you get over it, he's with someone else who he loves so much more than you, who he treats much better, You feel distraught, it just built up within.. I don't know, I left all my anger in a tiny corner of my mind and somehow tonight its just overfilled and exploded. I do make a big deal out of tiny things, but I just kept thinking of all the things we did together that brought so much happiness, and yet, reality shows that underneath surfaced no meaning to it at all.
No matter how many guys romance you and do the things you wish your ex did, you just feel an empty dullness lurching in our stomach from within. Its just not the same, you haven't fully recovered yet.
The anger you feel slowly diminishes away, you get over it, he's with someone else who he loves so much more than you, who he treats much better, You feel distraught, it just built up within.. I don't know, I left all my anger in a tiny corner of my mind and somehow tonight its just overfilled and exploded. I do make a big deal out of tiny things, but I just kept thinking of all the things we did together that brought so much happiness, and yet, reality shows that underneath surfaced no meaning to it at all.
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Comment by Addy
Comment by reuben
Frank Thoughts
You seem to be hurt real bad. But I beleive it is always for the best.
Also, please dont generalise about boyfriends, all are not the same, there are some who are genuine.
Hope things get better for you!
Comment by Always Eighteen
Always Eighteen: Japan Edition
I hate jealousy too! GRRR!
Comment by Crafty
PLease please please make a follow up post
how are you these days?
Comment by mlxo
Comment by JaneD
Yellow Brick Road
You could have landed yourself with this guy.
Comment by Anonymous
I'm so relieved to get the chance to be with him again, but I feel like I love him so much more than he loves me.
Was I wrong to take him back?
Is it going to hurt ten times more when he finds another girl and just leaves me again? why do i have to be so weak??
Comment by Anonymous
Comment by PuntersDaily
Comment by Anonymous
so i totally know wot u mean, i kno i will get ouver it one day...but i dont want to. i just want him to stay with me..but if he doexnt feel the same then theres nothing i can do and im certainly not going to beg him..hope you girls are all good. and i wish you love and happiness!